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I'm a person of many faces, well not literally. I could be a drama queen, a clown in the group, a girl who gets into fights, a sweet and caring girl, and more.

I'm not that pretty, fair, and tall. I'm just a simple girl who doesn't like to wear heavy make up, not even foundation, just the simple powder and lipstick will do. I sometimes wonder those people who wears heavy make-up for no special occasion, some just to post a picture in Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and etc. Maybe they want to hide something, or maybe they want to impress somebody. But if we all come to our senses, why do all these things for somebody else. I do believe that beauty comes from within, and so as some people out there.

I also have my share of insecurities. Sometimes when I walk around, I see girls who have things that I don't possess, who looks like princesses without even trying hard. I can't help but wonder when will my moment come. Then I told myself, what if there are also people who wishes to be in my shoes. What if there are also people who looks at me and also wishes to be like me.

For now, I have set my mind that we should just be satisfied with our looks. No make-up to put on, no surgery to undergo to. Just the simple YOU, it's okay if some people won't like the way you look or dress, the important thing is you know who you are. Hence, you can't please everybody (Always note to self!).

I love being with my friends. There are people who asks me why does my skin glow or I have this kind of radiance? They ask if I have someone in my life who is the reason behind it.

But the answer to that question is my friends. I'm always happy around them, they always give me the energy that I needed everyday. We make fun of each other, bully each other, and style together. We're not the typical college students you see.We study hard and we party harder. We are extroverts and we do what we want to do. Some says that it's hard to balance everything, but why can we do it. Time management is all that it takes. We love to have unplanned activities. Maybe without them, I wouldn't be like this now. They are my relevant costs :D

Sometimes you don't need a guy/girl to be happy, just friends who will stay there for you til the end.

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