Confused

Do you ever get the feeling that you want to talk to someone so much but you can't because something is stopping you. Maybe your heart is up for it but your mind keeps on preventing you to do it. You think of all the possibilities that can happen if you do it, but it ends up hurting your ego. The fact that its hard to decide is because there are consequences to deal with. So instead of making a move, you just sit there and wait for that person to talk to you first. You just sit there and stare at the name of that person, hoping and praying some miracle will happen. But what if something happen, what if it really happens, what will you do? Will you give in or keep on weighing the pros and cons of every little detail. Will you keep on analyzing the complex or just go with the flow. How will you decide? It may seem easy but its really hard to let go, let go of your pride and mind and just follow your heart. It make take hours, days, or maybe even years to figure out something so easy yet so complex. Only time can tell. For now, all you have to do is wait and pray that one may have a clear mind and heart in deciding the next steps in whatever you choose.