Thoughts of Clarence

(I wrote this a few years ago) Please don't tell me you love me, If you still love her. Please don't stay, So one gets hurt. Please don't kiss me, Then think of her lips. Please don't hold my hand, Then pretend that everything's fine. Please don't cry, If those tears are not from your heart. Please don't look me in the eye, Then see her eyes shine upon you. Please don't love me if you don't.

Hi guys, It's been a long time since I posted any topic on my blog. As a matter of fact, before posting this one, I revisited all old posts and just laughed at my mini adventures before. I know that you noticed that there are many poems or short literary works I have been posting, sometimes the words just come to me. Planning on writing a song soon but still finding inspiration. Any suggestions? A lot has been happening lately. I feel like it's because I'm getting near my quarter life. Do you know the feeling of being too tired too early. I don't know if this the universe forcing me to adulthood. Everything is happening so fast but I still want to do MORE! I don't know if I'm being millenial here but it's just so CONFUSING. It's like every decision I make, I face this consequence. I remembered a friend wishing that we could all go back to being a child where all the decisions came from our parents, that we have nothing to worry about, we just need to...

Hi guys, Just want to let you know that I am now in the process of revisiting my old posts and maybe deleting or editing some of them. It's the time for CHANGE. Will be posting new topics soon. Thank you ☺ Love, Clarence

Do you ever get the feeling that you want to talk to someone so much but you can't because something is stopping you. Maybe your heart is up for it but your mind keeps on preventing you to do it. You think of all the possibilities that can happen if you do it, but it ends up hurting your ego. The fact that its hard to decide is because there are consequences to deal with. So instead of making a move, you just sit there and wait for that person to talk to you first. You just sit there and stare at the name of that person, hoping and praying some miracle will happen. But what if something happen, what if it really happens, what will you do? Will you give in or keep on weighing the pros and cons of every little detail. Will you keep on analyzing the complex or just go with the flow. How will you decide? It may seem easy but its really hard to let go, let go of your pride and mind and just follow your heart. It make take hours, days, or maybe even years to figure out something so easy...

How many times do I have to hear this word . . . WAIT... sometimes with a reason, sometimes without. It's kinda frustrating hearing this word over and over again. I felt like my patience is on its brink. Just one more push and I will explode. Well, maybe I kinda exploded already. This is not like the saying "True love waits" scenario. This is more like, "Wait, I'm busy" or "Wait, call you later" thing. At first, there's nothing you can do but patiently wait for the other person and hoping they can call you or text you back immediately, but as time goes on, this word is getting overrated. Waiting is not a bad thing. I'm not saying that you should'nt wait. What I'm trying to say is that if this was overuse, it's kinda deadly. The reason behind waiting is more irritating. For example, "I'm busy", hello ?? Aren't we all are? I mean who's not, right? That is the lamest, most stupid reason I heard. So you...

Why is it so easy to say "Yes" and hard to say "No" To think that "No" is just a two-letter word that starts with N and ends with O How can you commit to something and end up disappointing that person Why can't you just say NO! How do you differentiate love between infatuation How do you know if its time to let go or keep on going Why is there always something greater yet you can't know How can you tell you love it when you don't mean it How can a hello turn into a goodbye How can a friend request turn into a blocked How can a smile turn into a laughter How can you turn my world upside down How can I get out of misery How can I trust someone out of all uncertainty How can you leave and say nothing How can you turn back time and heal my heart Time goes by You can never stop it Look into the future Don't dwell on the past Shake a hand Hold a shoulder Hug and kiss Cry and move on Meet another A never ending cycle...